1st day of class tomorrow! -_-
when you put your hardwork into something but someone wants to get it easily.
life is unfair.
you should exert effort too.
Who says only couples celebrate Valentine’s Day?
Even the Gods cursed February 14 because it was raining so hard. Nevertheless, my roomies and friends celebrated it eating our hearts out at Mang Inasal. 😀
Mind you, the way to get a table was so frick-fracking hard because the mall was crowded with people and every restaurant was fullybooked. It took us an hour to get a table and half an hour to receive our order. But anyway it was fun eating with friends. 🙂 We shared the same feeling of not getting flowers and chocolates instead we received letters from US. ❤ HAHAH 😀
We all want to get a perfect score in a test. or to get good grades especially in Math ( Calculus ).
It was February 12 this year when we had our surprise quiz in Calculus and what the hell it was only 5 items, 2 points each.
I know the three items, of course I studied but the other two? Well I say, let’s leave it up to faith.
I answered the quiz which really made me nervous because of my answers.
My classmates especially at the back were so annoying because our teacher instructed us not to ask questions to our seatmates. But then I was kinda annoyed and jealous to the back-seaters since I can hear their whispers like “how did you get number 1?” “Is your answer like this?”.
Tsss. I was kinda pissed but well life is so not fair.
After 45 minutes, we checked our answers. You know what I my expected score is? Three.
I was so depressed that time because having three as a score is a total failure. I should have gotten 6 but I was too careless I put X into something there shouldn’t be an X. When the papers were returned to the owner, I was quite surprised I got 7!! But then I double checked the answers, and I know I supposed to have 4 as the score because the person who checked my work put a check mark on my mistakes.
I was tempted to just stay quiet and just sit there and pretend nothing was wrong and wait for the teacher to ask me my score. But then, the good Dexiel told me to punch back and say to the checker that I’m only 4. Then my seatmate was pretty amazed because I risked doing that and he was so awed on my honesty. So, he checked my paper again and told me that I got 5 because I happen to answer number 5 which I never thought I got the correct solution.
Not a bad one then. But well, lesson learned. Check your work, don’t be careless and stay honest J
Truth is, we get to fall in love easily. We can admire a person though we didn’t really know him that well. We admire them, talks about them with friends and just well, we find ourselves smiling and daydreaming about that person.
We enjoy talking with them. We even spend our free time texting with them and I bet he’s the one you’re texting with before you sleep at night. I know that feeling, I experienced that before and history repeats itself.
I met him. I met him in an unexpected way. Facebook.
Then the whole thing started. We just found ourselves interested with each other. That we happen to love the same things and there are things that we are really alike. We
talked. chatted about our likes- books, love in writing, personal experiences, and then boom! Hearts everywhere.
That’s the problem, as I said. WE GET TO FALL IN LOVE EASILY. Girls! Am I right? We often misinterpret the kindness of others. Just five consecutive days of testing, chatting and sharing and then you like him already. That you find him attractive. And you started stalking him. He did the same too.
He asked you advice when he needs them, and you, on the other hand, would comfort him and cheer him up. You had a contest on the following day? He would boost your confidence. He tells you that you could do it, that you can aced everyone and you would get to meet him in person. Oh my, oh my. You’re falling my friend.
You fell. I must say. He started not chatting you, well your fault. Because you f*cking assumed. You started assuming. That somehow he feels the same. Too bad, he only texts you when he’s bored, asks for an advice when no one’s gonna give him one. Sorry. Sorry because I know this post will hurt you but it’s for your own good.
Sometimes we expect more from others because we would be willing to do that much for them. But come to think of this, HE WONT FEEL THE SAME. WAKE UP. WAKE UP.
He sees you as a friend. Nothing more, nothing less. So just stop all these weird things. I feel sorry for yourself. I feel sorry because you get to be hurt over and over again. Remember you burned your tongue on a piece of pizza and I think it’s a strong metaphor that sometimes the things you love most in life will hurt you. This is your wake-up call. STOP.
Don’t misinterpret his actions. Dont overthink about him. It’s for the best. Promise, after you read this in the future.. you’re going to thank me because I just made the best decision. Just dont mind your heart beating that fast. Dont. Not now.